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2018 Milestone Year

December 31, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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This past year has been a major milestone year for me.

I travelled to 10 countries, completed my book, followed my heart and moved to Asia, and grew tremendously through different life initiations.

The countries that I visited and lived in this year: India, Germany, Thailand, Indonesia, Singapore, Canada, USA, England, Malaysia, and China.

I am celebrating all the sweet riches and soul success, and the experiences that touched my heart including having two back to back sold out Workshops in Canada with 50+ beautiful souls.

The workshop was entitled "Soul Embodiment, Pristine Self Love and Living Divine Essence in the World."

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It was a big step to leave my life in Europe this past year, after feeling a strong completion in the city of Berlin.

I felt the spirit of Berlin sending me on my way (after 3 years), as this city has been such a fierce teacher and catalyst for my path of stepping into my own Soul's Leadership at such a young age.

Berlin really did it's work with me, and ignited the fire in my soul for unleashing the sacred feminine light, presence and consciousness back onto this Earth again. Berlin will always be the place where my essential work in the world began.

With leaving the city behind, and living more simply and closely attuned to nature this past year, I've felt myself going through a strong transition, shift, and expansion in consciousness.

I've been feeling a lot of dying, disintegration and completion of this 5 year path I have been on...and the strong knowing and realization that its time to jump into a new reality, frequency and sharing of my work, expression, and embodiment in the world.

In order to transition into the new, I have to let go of the old.

Therefore I am taking a conscious 'pause' and stop in my life, in order to allow this process to have its way with me fully. This may also mean taking a break from social media in January in order to listen more deeply to the stirrings echoing within the reverberations of the temple of my soul.

I feel that I am being energetically realigned, worked on, and restructured for the next part of my mission to reveal itself. Something that has to do with GLOBAL LEADERSHIP.

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I launched the Divine Feminine Soul Leadership program twice this past year, and had the privilege and honor to work with incredible heart and soul centred women leaders around the world.

Women that are blazing in their truth, unleashing their soul's voice in the world, stepping up, unapologetically living their light in the world rooted in their deepest passion, purpose, power and divine calling.

These sisters that joined my 3 month immersion and program in the spring and fall this year will always hold a very special place in my heart, as such deep and intimate connections and soul alliances are made and cherished in the container of my programsโ€”that are meant to be sustained for a lifetime. All of my clients are deeply treasured, and I love each woman with all of my heart.

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As for my book, its been a major teaching for me this year. Just as I was about the launch and release it into the world this month, there have been some minor delays, and I am in the process of getting it printed at the moment, making sure that the book I launch into the world is of the highest quality and caliber that matches it's energetic frequency.

If you know of a high quality printing company I can trust for a 412 page full colour book please reach out to me and let me know...I would appreciate angels in my life that can guide me in this last stage of the books completion, and I am calling in support, grace, possibilities and pathways for its printing process.

What I have learned with this process of my book is that when the fruit is ready and ripe, it drops from the treeโ€”and can't be pushed, hurried or forced to drop before its ready. A book with soul guides its own process, and I as the midwife of this book have had to listen deeply through the creation process from formless into form.

As much as my personal will would have loved to release my book this month, I feel wisdom and a higher intelligence guiding me to wait...and therefore its been a learning and deepening in surrendering my will at the alter of the Divine Will that is orchestrating this whole process and leading me on my journey. Divine fruition.

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You know what I really love and appreciate? You.

Thank you for taking the time to read my sharing, and for connecting with me in my journey this past year. I share from my heart and soul, and I truly value and appreciate all of you that have taken the time to tune into my posts, videos, and articles and writings this year. Thank you for being part of my life!

I don't take it for granted, and I feel it as a true privilege to be able to have a community of heart and truth resonating beings around the world to connect with, and be witnessed by in my journey, and this lifetime.

Thank you so much for being here with me.

I love you all. I look forward to sharing the unfolding journey in this new year of 2019. And I will keep you posted on the release of my forthcoming book "Soul on Fire: Divine Reminders on the Path of Awakening". โœจโœจโœจ

A heart full of gratitude,

Nicole ๐Ÿ’Ž

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๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—š๐—น๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—œ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ช๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ป ๐—–๐˜‚๐—น๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ

December 18, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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The first night I arrived here in Malaysia, I was laying in my bed with my hands on my heartโ€”and there were tears percolating in my eyes...I felt deeply touched.

Something within my being was receiving a nourishment that I have not drank from in a long time. Something that I have rarely experienced in my Western culture, but only through living and being immersed in Eastern culture.

The experience of true selflessness, family, connection, unity, caring, generosity, giving, and being received into my Malaysian sister's family house was like coming home to something so vital, essential and healthyโ€”that is severely lacking in our Western civilization.

Many of us are starving for true connection and the basic feeling of belonging. And I would say that most people probably donโ€™t even realize or see what is missing, since its considered so normal to live alone, or be by oneself, which is deeply embedded.

In our Western culture, there is a glorification of 'being independent'. It's ingrained in us from such a young age, and is rooted and stamped into the fiber of our bones, that we must be independent at all costs, and that there is nothing worse then to 'depend on others'.

It's somehow seen as weak, powerless and denigrated to rely on others; where in Asia being interdependent is normal and a pivotal aspect of their culture that values family at the forefront.

The asian mentality is that family comes first. The western mentality is prized on the individual and being an individual.

And we have lost so much through this hyper-individualization.

So many of us in the western world are isolated, alone, experiencing this disconnection and separationโ€”that stems from the destabilization of the family structure.

When the family unit collapses, or is not intact, it creates a sense of "fend for yourself, and survival instinct that kicks in". When the family system and structure collapses, it weakens everyone.

There is a great power in family, community, unity and group culture being honoured for the value it provides in terms of nourishment for our mental, emotional, psychological and spiritual dimensions of growth.

Asians see the unity and interconnection between our body, mind, heart and soul. It's at the root of Chinese medicine.

Whereas in our western world, there is a perceived dichotomy which comes from our severely inherent disconnection and separation from wholeness.

The disconnection so much interweaved within our system, expresses itself as the separation of the body, mind and spirit in western medicine and many other components of our daily life.

What I have always loved and appreciated in Asia, is an inherent reverence for the sacred and embodied spirituality that the whole is permeated in.

Even when I lived in Japan when I was 22 years old, I couldnโ€™t believe how deeply spiritual the majority of Japanese people are, and how they live spirituality in a way that western society has forgotten. They donโ€™t even have to talk about spirituality, because many simply and naturally embody and live it.

In contrast, I experience our current western world devoid of the sacred. An alienated, production oriented, fast paced, individual culture that only knows bight neon lights, and has forgotten the qualities of the soul, and a simple and natural refinement.

In my experience, spirituality is deeply lived and included in the greater wholeness of Asia.

Perhaps this is one of the reasons I have always felt that many aspects of asian culture are much healthier than western societyโ€”and why as a general observation I see asians as much healthier overall then westerners. They also have a cleaner energetic field in many cases I have witnessed through cross cultural living and deep introspection into collective fields and energetic signatures.

And we see the predominance and rise of mental illness in our western world, which has become a very mental mind oriented society and culture that neglects and denigrates the qualities of the heart (ie the feminine).

When the qualities of the heart, and an integrated healthy emotional intelligence and embodiment is dismissed - we see the repercussions in forms of mental illness.

Psychological misalignments stem from emotional imbalances, disturbances and pain. When not fully met in the heart, and fully felt and experienced, it can manifest as symptoms in the psyche. Hence the growing rise of many imbalances in the mind, that have their origin on the emotional dimension, that were not able to be processed.

This is another reason why hypermasculinization exists in our western world, and doesnโ€™t exist in Asian culturesโ€”because there is more an integration of the heart and qualities and values of the feminine yin nature that are honored here.

In asian culture, the strong solid unit of the family, provides a safe container and structure for maturation and growth. They are able to build a strong foundation, and build a healthy integrated self in many cases from a healthy relational network.

I also experience asian women to be embodying a healthy feminine essence and nature, that nourishes the family, and integrates qualities of the heartโ€”whereas many western woman are deeply conditioned from our hypermasculized society, and operate as men, forgetting and going against their natural feminine essence and nature. ie qualities of receptivity, empathy, compassion, softness, gentleness...etc.

These are some of my insights, revelations, observations and reflections from the past few days here in Kuala Lumpur, along with living in Japan for 1 year, living in South Korea for 1 year, living in Indonesia for 6 months and spending a lot of time in Asia the past 7 yearsโ€ฆ

For myself, many of these insights is why I have always felt more at home in Asia then the Western way of living, and why I have always had strong and close friendships with asiansโ€ฆ

Spending time in Asia, is what has allowed me to come back home to myself, and remember, what is truly healthy, wholesome and integratedโ€”and to see the current fragmentation, disconnection and isolation that is pervading much of the earth at this time, especially in our western world, with fresh eyes and a deeper perception.

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๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ถ๐—น๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—š๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป, ๐—ž๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—˜๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ต, ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—š๐˜‚๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—™๐˜‚๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ

December 13, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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We are the future. We are the New Earth that we know is possible. We are here, and we are creating and building the global civilization that will blaze a new era of light on this Earth.

We donโ€™t come from the past. We come from the future.

We donโ€™t come from what was, but what will be.

We are not imprinted with the history of societyโ€™s enculturment and encagmentโ€”we are fresh, new, and innovative seeds of light and creation.

We are stars that have been birthed here for the purpose of restructuring the world, and upgrading this civilization into one of unfaceted light, beauty, interconnection, unity, and globalization.

We have chosen to come here at this point in humanityโ€™s evolution, in order enact the future timelines that are seeking to be born in the here and now.

We come from beyond time, into timeโ€”in order to transmit, activate, and impregnate the codes of the new earth and future civilization into the current structure of humanity.

We are manyโ€”scattered all around this Earth, each fulfilling our own unique mission and expression that will catalyze transformation, energetic upgrades, and ripples of enlightened consciousness through this Earthโ€ฆ

The world as we may know it today, may look the same as many years agoโ€”but what is different is the amount of powerful souls that have chosen to incarnate now at this time to birth, enact, and carry out the divine orchestration of regriding, rewiring, and upgrading the collective species of humanity.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜Œ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ.

This is a powerful and pivotal time to be alive on this Earth, and we must all remember that each of our unique missions is part of the tapestry to the One mission of the future.

We are the guardians of the future, and we have come to inseminate the future through our embodiment of the New Earth and the energetic codes and frequencies of light that we carry and radiate. Transfusions of consciousness are being shared and activated.

๐˜ž๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ž๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆโ€”๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ.

Look into our eyes, and you can see the glory of the future shining brightly within us. The future is glimmering through our awake eyes that our portals of the future.

We are all hereโ€”and the Earth will never be the same again.

๐—”๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—˜๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ต ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—บ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜‚๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ.

The Fire of Truth that Burns Within

December 10, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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Itโ€™s day 2 of my coconut water and juice fast here in the jungle in Indonesia.

I am awake, and itโ€™s 2:51am in the morningโ€”I canโ€™t sleep. I have too much energy to sleep.

As I lay in bed, stirring, I have the realization and awareness that I have been in a strong groove these last few years.

A groove that we all can easily get stuck in, and this groove has been for me the Divine Feminine / Women Circle / Priestess movement and awakening.

Now within me, I feel the strong need to get out of this groove, and have been moving out of this grooveโ€ฆyet it still sticks a little bit.

My soul in hungry for something deeper.

Something essential. True. Deep. Pure. Clean.

Something that is not superfluous, but deeply essential, potent, and pure.

There is a fire within me, that burns only for truth.

Its a fire that burns through everything that is not essential.

Recently, I even feel tired of all the words that I have used in the past and often see on Facebook connected to spirituality.

Words like love, divine, light worker, starseed, angel, priestess, feminine awakening, soulโ€ฆ.Even all of this, seems rather empty to me.

I feel tired of it all.

It doesnโ€™t thirst the quench within my deeper being.

Yet, how can I bring in a deeper dimension myself? What are the words that match this living truth and reality within me?

I thirst for something deeper, only because I know that there is something deeper.

If the deeper aspect of my being had not already realized a deeper truth, I would not be thirsty for something deeperโ€ฆ

Itโ€™s a texture, a fragrance, a substance that I donโ€™t see, feel and smell too often in this realm of modern day spirituality.

The true fragrance of God is missing.

I long for the distilled truth. I feel tears in my eyes when I write this. Itโ€™s like something within me is remembering something I know, and have long since forgotten for some timeโ€ฆ

I feel I need to let go of everything. This desire for something more essential and true is waking up within me like a volcano that is about to erupt.

I am tired of something even within myself. I am tired of diluting, simplifying, and watering down my expression.

I am tired of meaningless messaging on Facebook.

I am tried of all the posts I see on Facebook that have nothing to do with this essential God aspect that I yearn for.

I am tired of this energy that I see often of a rather loud and โ€œlook at meโ€ way of expression, as opposed to being just natural, simple and not needing any attention or external validation.

After going into such transpersonal realms these last few years, and seeing many teachings on ultimate truthsโ€”I also desire to see people who live their deepest truth. In a personal way.

What does it mean to really embody ones personal truth? A personal truth, that blazes like fire. A personal truth, that is clear and burning. What does it mean to be a woman that is the embodiment of her personal truth?

I just feel this space within myself of something that wishes to go even deeper, then where Iโ€™ve been, that's already alive and awake within me.

What really matters to you Nicole?

What is truly essential?

What do you burn for?

What and who do you want to be in the world?

What do you stand for?

What do you want to become?

โ€ฆthere is a pause now in my writing. I reflect and feel these questions. I feel the answer within meโ€”yet there is no answer in words that come. Just a strong solid knowing.

*** My first printed review copy of my book will be arriving at my home this week! ๐—ฆ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—น ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ: ๐——๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—ฅ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฃ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—”๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด is soon to be released.

It's been a 5 year vision coming to fruition, and the last 1.5 year creating, translating this vision into form - a true work of art in progress that is now ready to be shared with the world very soon. ๐Ÿ”ฅ

With devotion to Truth,

Nicole โค๏ธ

The density and heaviness of the collective field

December 1, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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๐—œ๐˜โ€™๐˜€ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜† ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐˜ ๐—ฆ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฐ๐—ธ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐——๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—–๐—ผ๐—น๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ต ๐˜„๐—ฒ ๐—Ÿ๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ.

Often times, we donโ€™t even see the heaviness and density of our environment and within our own life, until we see windows outside our framework that do not fit into the paradigm in which we live.

These windows or gateways, can be people that mirror to us light, beauty, unboundedness, inspiration and a liberation from the normal density and shackles in which we find ourselves inhabited by.

Often times, our mind will judge and be skeptical of these โ€œoutliersโ€ โ€” of people that donโ€™t fit into the normal human paradigm of how one should feel, be, operate and live.

Especially when what they live and embody goes against the collective conditioning and framework of human misery, struggle, and confinement.

The mind will question the parameters in which these people live, and will doubt the ingenuity.

The limitations of our own minds will want to somehow dismiss and reject the possibility and potentially in which these beings mirror to us a greater potential, if we would allow ourselves to drop the heaviness and density that holds us back from being free into the essential Light of our True Nature.

Just because our environment, family, society and world at large mirror to us a certain way of beingโ€”doesnโ€™t make it the ultimate truth, healthy, or right.

The world needs outliers and fractals of human potentiality on the planet now more than ever.

We need beacons of possibility and potentialityโ€”those that dare us to reclaim, and stretch our imagination of what is possible for our lives when we truly commit to unleashing our full power, light, soul and frequency in the world.

We need those that donโ€™t fit into the collective mainstream of our current times, to remind us and show us the path of embodied living in the light, a grounded realization and embodiment of Heaven on Earth.

How else will this frequency of Essential Light and Human Greatness ever be inseminated and anchored on this planet if we donโ€™t have these few that are daring to be the transmission and embodiment of this?

The skeptical conditioned mind will say: ๐˜๐˜ตโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ, ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต, ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜บ. ๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜จ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜๐˜›โ€™๐˜š ๐˜๐˜ˆ๐˜’๐˜Œ. ๐˜๐˜ตโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜บ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด. ๐˜Š๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ?

And the truth to this question is: Everything and anything is possible.

The degree that you allow your limited constructs and beliefs to dictate the reality of your life is the degree to which you will experience your reality. Your reality is one of many realties happening simultaneously.

Instead of rejecting, judging and criticizing another reality and embodiment that may not make sense to your logical mindโ€”how about welcoming its fragrance with curiosity and openness of what it may be here to kindle and remind you within your very being?โ€จ

To be grateful for the diversity of life experiences that stretch us all, and for those outliers in our life that mirror to us new potentialities for our own lives, that challenge and dare us to leave the box of โ€œhuman normalโ€ and step into the Universe of Infinite Potentiality.

Innovation and collective evolution as a human species can only concur if we dare to cast off the old, in order to make space for the New Light of the Future that wishes to be impregnated in the Now of our current time through Us All.

The first chapter in my book being published this month is called "A New Earth and Feeling the Future." ๐ŸŒŽ

๐Ÿ’› Nicole

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The Mature Human Heart: Embracing Pain, Suffering, and Darkness

November 14, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐— ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—›๐˜‚๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜: ๐—˜๐—บ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฃ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป, ๐—ฆ๐˜‚๐—ณ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐——๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ธ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€

I was having dinner last night with a small group of friends at a fancy 5 star restaurant overlooking the Ayung river.

They asked me about my time in Canada this past summer, after reading my raw intimate sharingโ€™s during this time in which I posted about the extremely painful and tumultuous experience visiting a mental health hospital; that sparked this fire within for the reclamation of our true humanity to be reinstated on this Earth.

As I sat in this beautifully decorated restaurant with candles and torches lit, with the most scenic view of the jungle and flowing river below, I was washed from within with a tremendous gratitude.

A deep humbleness was felt. A humbleness for the opportunity to be where I was in that moment.

I realized how grateful I was to be in such a beautiful classy restaurant in Bali with friends, and then all the memories of this past summer came flooding back to meโ€ฆ

Memories of seeing atrocious behaviour by hospital management, acts of abuse, dehumanizing methods used in hospitals within the mental health ward, the condescending way doctors speak to patients and patients families, the absolute lack of integrity and responsibility within health care professionals and the overall cold heartless environment that my family member was held in came flooding back into my consciousness.

I was reminded of the lack of humanity I witnessed and experienced excruciatingly strong during this summer in Canada, and how it broke my heart open even wider then before and forcefully opened my eyes to the current state of consciousness on this Earth, and the brutality that is existing within many spectrums of our society.

In this moment, in this gorgeous setting of beauty, I was reminded of the darkness and pain on this Earth right now.

I connected back to all the suffering I witnessed during this time in Canada, and all the people I could feel in this moment that are experiencing disconnection, isolation, loneliness, numbness, deep pain, sadness and depression in this moment of time around the world. Both people I know, and people I donโ€™t know.

I felt it all in my heart simultaneously, while in this beautiful atmosphere having dinner in paradise in Bali.

Sometimes in these moments of beauty, and bliss, itโ€™s easy to forget the simultaneous realities that are coexisting around the planet.

Itโ€™s easy to tune out the worldโ€™s suffering and pain, and isolate ourselves in a bubble of bliss and perfection.

What I have come to realize is that all realities exist, and we can tune into different realities at any moment.

My personal practice that has emerged from my own direct experience this summer, is to keep my heart and full being open to everything that is happening and existing in the world.

To not run towards beauty and push away the darkness and ugliness, but to embrace all spectrums of life, and keep my self open to the full spectrum of living and existence in every moment, wherever I am.

Whether in a 5 star restaurant in Bali, or visiting a mental health ward of a hospital.

๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด, ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด.

โ€จ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด, ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ง๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ.

To embrace it all, full spectrum, is to live in genuine spiritual maturity on this Earth.

Itโ€™s to be wholesomeโ€”rooted in the truth of the diversity of life.

To not deny or push away anything, but to gently embrace and hold it all within our tender and powerful human hearts.

This is the power of the human heartโ€”the capacity to hold all of Life simultaneously and all its perceived contrasts and polarities in the core centre of truth, openness and congruency.

I choose to live with eyes wide open.

I choose to see everything.

I choose to feel everything.

๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

I refuse to close my heart to what is unbearable and will allow life to be the crucible that cracks the radiance of the sunlight within my heart to be showered out in the world.

I will not push any emotions awayโ€”whether those that feel good, or donโ€™t feel good. I will feel them all, and let them flow through me like a river.

I will allow the Wholeness of life to baptize me in the colours and fire of life.

And I will keep my entire heart and being open to the blessing of life in every moment.

โ€จโ€จI will remember to see the beauty and radiance in the darkness, and to see the ugliness and shadows in the light.

...Less then 1 more month until my book is published....๐ŸŒน

With a strong open heart, eyes wide open:

Nicole

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A life of mediocrity vs. extraordinary life

November 3, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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๐—” ๐—Ÿ๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐— ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜† ๐˜ƒ๐˜€. ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—˜๐˜…๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—Ÿ๐—ถ๐—ณ๐—ฒ

There comes a point in every human's journey when you are feeling the immensity of the future calling to youโ€”and you have a choiceโ€”stay in the old reality within the confines of what you have known, or take the leap of faith into the future that you feel and know is possible.

Old boxes are not meant to be lived in for long.

Living in the state of pure potentiality and unlimited abundance is our natural birthright.

Each and every single soul on this Earth, is One with the Creator and One with Eternity. This makes us all powerful souls when we align with this greater awareness of who we are, and plug into the current of Life that wishes to express itself through us.

True sovereignty comes when we live the fullest freedom, in every way.

Why do so many people live liveโ€™s of mediocrity?

๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ.

Fear limits, restricts, binds and holds humans back from fully living unleashedโ€”and in order to live an unleashed life, you first must unleash yourself from the inner bondage within.

This inner bondage is fear clocked in disguise, itโ€™s a subtle heaviness, a trepidation of fear and reserve that holds your soul back from fully following your heart and your deepest desires.

This inner bondage keeps you small, and trapped in an inner cage of confinement. From this bondage, you restrict yourself from the VASTNESS of Creation.

You limit yourself to a small jail cell, when you could be living in a mansion of beautyโ€”if you had the courage and tenacity to align with your heart and fiercely align your actions with the power of your soul within.

โ–ฝโ–ฝโ–ฝ

Fear = A Life of Mediocrity

Trust and InSpired Action = Extraordinary Living

โ–ฝโ–ฝโ–ฝ

Itโ€™s really simple, but not always easy.

๐—˜๐˜…๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—บ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—น๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—น๐—น๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜, ๐˜€๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—น ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ธ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ป๐—ผ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜.

An extraordinary life is constructed out of love, trust, surrender, courage, grace and fortitude. All of these qualities, are qualities of the soul.

Aligning and living a congruent soul centered life, is the gateway and portal to the extraordinary.

Heart and soul manifest the extraordinary.

Fear and lack manifest the mundane.

Have you had enough of being bound in fear, lack and limitation?

Are you ready for an upleveling of magic, grace and beauty?

You have the power to decide. In every moment. We all do.

๐—ฃ๐—ฆ: ๐— ๐˜† ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ธ ๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ด๐—ผ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜…๐˜ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜๐—ต...๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฏ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—น๐—ฑ. ๐—œ๐˜'๐˜€ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ฎ ๐Ÿฑ ๐˜†๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ ๐—ท๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜†...๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ป. ๐Ÿ™‚

Love Nicole

โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’œ

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The children of the new earth

October 31, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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๐—œ ๐—ฎ๐—บ ๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ด๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜ƒ๐—ผ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ก๐—ฒ๐˜„ ๐—˜๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ต.

The children of the new dawn, that are coming to this planet nowโ€”and for those who are already here that are the archetype of the new human.

Whether we call them ๐˜๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฐ, ๐˜Š๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜™๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ children, it doesnโ€™t matter. What does matter, is that they are new.

Itโ€™s a new wave of consciousness coming into the Earth now, and for those who resonate with being the essence of this new generationโ€”we simply donโ€™t fit into this current world.

We donโ€™t fit in, and itโ€™s because we were never designed to fit in. We were created to build a New Earth, that matches the vibration, values, truth, and resonance of Who We Are.

Oftentimes we will feel alone and isolated on this Earth. We will feel like aliens. We will feel strange and different than the majority of humans on this Earth at this time.

๐˜ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ.

There are millions of new generation earth creators that are here on this Earth at this time, and we are not just hundredsโ€”not even thousandsโ€”but millions of souls that came to planet Earth to genetically upgrade the planet and this civilization into an Era of the Golden Age of Light.

We cannot be manipulated by the constructs of society, because we are rooted in our heart, and not our mind.

We are radical truth speakers and we live truth.

We donโ€™t have to think about being authentic, because itโ€™s who we are naturally. The question we ask ourselves is how can anyone not be their authentic self?

We hate conformity and donโ€™t fit into the ways things are normally done, simply because its old structures that were not meant for our new essence that is here to be the upgrade of an old civilization.

In different points in humanities evolution, there are certain times where energetic upgrades of light happen on the Earth.

โœจโœจโœจ

My generation is a generation of truth speakers.

My generation is a generation of light.

My generation is a generation of wise old souls, galactic beings and upgraded highly attuned beings of the heart.

My generation is highly sensitive, rooted in the heart, and empathic.

My generation is a generation of healers.

My generation is a generation of innovative, creative and futuristic thinkers that are here to create new systems and technology.

My generation is a generation of leaders.

โœจโœจโœจ

We may be young, but never mistake the physical size of our body or 'human age' for the age and maturation of our soul.

๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ โ€˜๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ดโ€™ ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ. ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ก๐—ฒ๐˜„ ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜„๐—ป. โšœ๏ธ

We are the leaders of the future.

We each have specifically designed purposes for being on this Earth. We are here to create the New Earth.

Just look into our eyes, and see the difference of our generation. Eyes that shine, sparkle and transmit a deep knowing way beyond our years of being on this Earth.

The future and the ancient that meet at the threshold of a new generation of Humanity.

We are all in this together. ๐Ÿ˜‡

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Love Nicole ๐Ÿ’œ

We Have Become People of Passivity, Compliance, and Sheep

October 27, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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๐—ช๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ผ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜†, ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ, ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฝ.

๐˜๐˜ตโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฒ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜.

When I am travelling in airports, what I see and witness is a deeply encultured docile program running in humans.

We are like herds of sheep, shrinking ourselves at the hands of authority and bowing down to legislations and rules that have no true bearing.

Over the last few hundred years, the powers that be, have attempted to eradicate powerful human beings from this Earth.

Men and women that possessed their own self authority, sovereignty, leadership and were connected their own powerโ€”were often suppressed for being in their own power and self govererance.

After all you canโ€™t control humans that are awakened to their own power. Leaders that choose to act from their own self knowing and diplomacy.

When I am in the airport, I see a massive herd of sheepโ€”we have become enslaved, subservient and small.

Our true humanity has been taken from usโ€”and that is why its time to reclaim what it really means to be an essential human.

What the earth needs now more then ever, is Lions. Leaders that awaken from the sleep of complacency and docility and rise again in their sovereign Soul Leadership.

We needs true heart and soul empowered leaders on this Earth now.

We need true leaders of light that are here to awaken the masses of sleeping souls and ignite the torch within us all to rise again in our fullest human potential and divinity.

It wasnโ€™t just millions of women that were persecuted, tortured and burned for being powerful and aligned in their own truthโ€”men throughout history that didnโ€™t conform to the powers that be were also persecuted.

It makes me sad when I see that these ancient warriors, kings, knights and masculine leaders have been abolished on this Earth.

Men that are fiercely protective of life, our humanity and the values that sustain life. They too have been suppressed and the Earth needs powerful men now more then ever.

Men that no longer give away their power to external authorityโ€™s and reclaim the unbridled truth that burns in their hearts.

This goes beyond masculine and feminine power โ€” its about the reinstatement of our true humanity back onto this Earth, and reclaiming something that has been taken from us.

Letโ€™s all support each other to rise. To speak out against atrocities. To be active citizens of the earth that awaken from the herd and reclaim the power of the lion within us allโ€”that of courage, nobility, strength and fierceness of the heart.

๐—ฅ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ฒ.

Nicole โค๏ธ

The Power of Openness, Softness and Feminine Receptivity

September 18, 2018 Nicole Hemmer
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This is a photo from today at the Glastonbury Abby, at St. Mary's Chapel. โค๏ธ


It doesn't always feel safe to be so open in this world filled with harshness, pain, and severity.

Often it feels more safe to close ourselves, and protect ourselves with walls of defence and layers of protection around us.

Yet, when we close ourselves from the world - we lose the sweet innocent nectar in which we came to this Earth with.

We came here pure, and we shall always remain pure no matter what circumstances life has presented to us.

Our purity is rooted in the deepest radiance of our innermost being. Its the light within that is indestructible and incorruptible.

Openness is powerful.

Softness and tenderness is also strength.

Gentleness and delicateness is for the strong hearted.

The qualities of the feminine that are often negated in our western world, carry a strength and power that has been forgotten.

Let's allow the fragrance of our heart to blossom open, and may this fragrance of love be the reminder of where our true wealth remains.

What I love about this picture is that I can feel my softness, gentleness, innocence, and purity shining from within. Simple feminine essence. Openness like a flower...

Love,

Nicole

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