Bringing Consciousness and Light to the Darkness, Lies, and Shadows of 2020

This is my first sharing in 4 months since being off social media this year while on sabbatical and inner retreat. 

There are so many things that are not right in the world at this time—ample lies, propaganda, deceit, manipulation and fear.

The world is upside down, and it can be a challenging time to navigate the waters of this current wave…

How strongly can we be solidified to our inner truth and knowing? How deeply are we anchored in love, trust and feeling the Higher Plan and Unfoldment for Humanity?

All of the distortions, darkness and lies are amplified in a time like this; and sometimes it can feel unbearable to be living on a planet that is still being bound in a limited consciousness of fear, mass manipulation, and tight restrictions that choke our very fundamental human rights, civil liberties and freedom. 

What deeply concerns me at this time is how those in authority and control are violating our basic human rights, imposing tyrannical government orders, and issuing even deeper control and restrictions on our fundamental human liberties. 

Truth is being censored and silenced. 

Truth tellers are being persecuted, shut down and forced into silence around the world. 

Mass manipulation is happening on TV, newspapers, and social media.

Our hearts are being violated and polluted with toxic fear—and the power of unification of people is trying to be disbanded by prohibiting social demonstration.

And now on social platforms, we have a “fact checker” that imposes and tells us what is true and what is false, depending on which agenda it serves or questions. What right does social media empires have to label and classify a sharing as “false information”—don’t we the people have the right to discern individually what is true and what is false using our own intelligence and discrimination, without being manipulated by the empires own agenda and what they wish to indoctrinate, subjugate, dismiss and / or ignore. 

What is deeply disturbing is how these authorities wish to choke us with falsity, lies and pure propaganda that serves their interests and greater control. Yet I know that many of us see through these delusions, we feel the lack of truth, and many more are awakening from the slumber in a time of extreme polarity and contrast….

In a time like this, we need to stand in our truth, sovereignty and embodied light. To be pillars of the Future we came here to be. 

What makes us truly human—love, wisdom, truthfulness, nobility, compassion, honor, and universal consciousness are the qualities that need to be expressed and felt in the world at this time, to remind us of what is really means to be a True Sovereign Human—and not a subjugated fear induced slave race.

When we embody the qualities of truth, love, sincerity, and courageous heart fuelled power and service—we strengthen the collective web and network of light around this globe, and we amplify the future we wish to see, live in and anchor through us remaining loyal and steadfast to a bright future that lives within each of our hearts.

We know what is possible, which is very different from the polarity we experience right now in this unsettling, disturbing and dark time. The template and truth of knowing is within each of our hearts and souls, and we must remain vigilant to stand for truth, love, freedom and justice for All.

Especially, now, when these very emanations of light and consciousness are being bended, dismissed, veiled and covered with insincerity, shadows and lies. 

May we Be the Truth we seek in this world. 

…If you resonate with this post, I invite you to share it so the message can ripple out into the world.

Love Nicole ❤️

The Best Protection Against 5G and EMF Radiation—Tachyon energy & technology

I am writing you today from the small quaint village I have been living in these last 9 months, since life guided me to anchor roots in the heart of Southern Germany. It’s a quiet village surrounded by ancient pine forests, green fields, fresh country air with the Alps visible in the near distance. It is from this place that I have been nourishing my roots, and from where I write you this soulful sharing today. 

With an increase in digitalization, we sometimes lose a quality of roots, home, and an essential feeling of belonging. Where on this earth do we feel our hearts, souls and bodies belong? Which natural ecosystem and web of life reverberates as a harbinger of home and soulful belonging?

With everything that is transpiring in the world today, there is an urgent need of attention on what is happening in the background of the Corona Virus—that is connected to the implementation of 5G globally. 

I feel the need to share with you something that happened that I feel the strong guidance and immediacy to write about to inform and bring attention to the new 5G high speed internet modems that are now entering the market since last year. 

When I first moved into my new home and got my new internet box some months ago, it turns out that this new modem was a 1 GB/s internet box (most normal internet boxes up until this point have been between 16 MB or 50 MB). Upon my partner turning it on, I immediately felt a shooting pain in my head. 

After a few minutes, my body started to heat up like a furnace and was sweating profusely—my whole energetic system felt as if a virus was in my energetic field, and was under attack. I told my partner about the pain in my head, and how my body was very hot; and he told me he felt the exact same...and felt extremely dizzy.

Within just five minutes of having the internet box on, we shut it off and unplugged it. We knew we couldn’t live with this constant voltage of wifi radiation in our field and especially not in our new home—a space of cultivated coherency and energetic restoration.

My partner called our service provider Vodafone, and shared our experience with the representative on the phone. She said this high speed internet of 1 GB just came out 3 months prior. Here is where it gets interesting....

It turns out that the cheapest internet package that they offer people in the market is actually the highest speed internet. Does this logically make sense? 

Normally, in products and services you pay more money for a more effective and fast internet service. Yet, it’s being offered for the least amount of money?

This 1 GB internet modem now being released around the world, is being promoted to the masses. It’s the cheapest option and you even get the first 5 months of “experiencing this product” for free! It’s evident that they want as many people as possible to have these 5G wifi receptor boxes. 

What better way to make people sick, damage their immune system and intoxicate the masses on large scale than to make the fastest internet on the market the cheapest option! As I write these words, the hairs on my arms stand up and I have strong head to toe goosebumps. 

I feel a sense of responsibility to bring attention and awareness to destructive technologies and system’s that perpetrate sickness and disease on this earth. Just as we all have the responsibility to bring truth to light. 

Each of us has the obligation to speak our truth and share our experience, that also kindles and informs others—where we can share in full transparency and truth the direct effects of where our civilization is heading, if massive awakening, activism and change does not concur.

Whether this is being done deliberately, intentionally and consciously—or whether this comes from the insatiable hunger of the sickness of the mind that is rooted in “more” “faster” and “expanding the frontiers of technology” that are just pushing the limits with technology, regardless of the health implications and effects it has on humans, animals, and this earth—this needs to stop.

If we as humanity continue down this road, it will only be a future filled with destruction, sickness and disease. The corona virus will be nothing compared to the billions of people that will be directly affected by 5G radiation consistency on an everyday basis.

In this critical time attention, activism and awareness is pivotal. Your voice matters very much in this New Era. Each of us has a voice and it does make a difference. I really want to affirm this today by sharing this with you, that your presence, experiences and voice really do matter. 

I share my experience with you today, to inform you about the severe implications of 5G—and also the subtle implications and manipulation that is underway by companies to trick, intoxicate and make people sick without them fully grasping the severe health implications of machines and technology like this that destroy and weaken the human body, heart, mind and soul. 

This device is being distributed to people around the world in 2020, and is a virus in itself, that weakens our immune system. Even before the corona virus came to light this year, I knew that this new internet modem that is capable of transmitting 5G wifi in our homes is a virus in itself.

And guess what the name of this internet box is called? The “Evolution Box”.

This is the opposite of evolution—this is suppression and mass control.

The only saving grace that I have discovered through my own experience to work against the harmful effects of EMF & 5G radiation is Tachyon Technology. 

I’ve had friends recommend this to me, and after investing in Tachyon products myself these last months, and using them everyday, I can wholeheartedly say that they really work and have tremendously enriched my life and also my family’s.

Tachyon energy is faster than the speed of light, and is an emanation of the Quantum Field. I can honestly say from my own experience that Tachyon Silica Disks along with the Tachyon necklace pendant that I wear everyday is stronger and more powerful than any crystal I have ever used. This is definitely next level in terms of energetic potency, power and cellular protection.

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I would like to share with you the Tachyon products that I have myself that I use everyday that I Trust: 

1.) Tachyon Mini-V Pendant Necklace: Aligns Chakras and Kundalini Vertical Flow – Best Protection against 5G Wifi Radiation:

Both my partner and I wear the Tachyon Vertical pendant everyday that has been recommended by Dr. Gabriel Cousens. As soon as I put it on the first time, I felt tingling above my crown chakra and felt a strong vertical connection to God strengthened and tangibly felt. The science behind the Tachyon field is that it strengthens and restores our vertical connection to Source Energy. With there being so many incoherent and distorted waves and emissions of electrical energy and wifi radiations, they are disordering our energetic field that pull us out of our divine birthright to live in coherency, harmonization and verticality. Wearing this pendant also greatly deepens my own meditation practice. 

2.) Tachyon ULTRA 4 inch & 6 inch Silica Disk's: 

• 1 on my Current Internet Modem Box

• 1 taped on the back of my Laptop Screen

• 1 on top of my Fridge to charge my Water and also Fruits and Vegetables 

• 1 on the Headboard of my Bed for Sleeping and Lucid Dreaming

As soon as I put a Tachyon ULTRA disk on my wifi modem in my home, we both felt how the static energetic noise from the box was gone, and the whole room was filled with a deeper silence, peace and stillness. The Tachyonized disk transmutes incoherence into coherency and disorder into order. They have done scientific studies with fruit flies that have shown that having a Disk on the wifi modem near the fruit flies made these fruit flies outlive the other container of fruit flies that had no wifi radiation exposed to them. Therefore, wifi and EMF exposure when exposed to humans with the Tachyonized disk on top of it actually strengthens our energetic field and contributes to vitality and longer life span. 

Having a disk on the back of my laptop has also been a tremendous gift, as I feel nourished and energized from working on my computer now as opposed to tired and drained from looking at the screen. 

My partner and I have also done experiments with our drinking water charged with the Tachyonized Ultra disk and shared it with friends when they came over. When given a glass of normal drinking water and charged Tachyonized water, people have always told us that the charged water tastes tangibly smoother and better than normal drinking water. And with having a Tachyon disk on the headboard of my bed, I noticed that my dreams were even more vivid and lucid than ever before. 

3.) Tachyonized Water 16 oz. - Nourish Your Body for Rejuvenation and Dissolving Energetic Blockages Within the Body

4.) Tachyonized Meditation Space "Star Gate" and "Sun Spots" for Home Room Energy Neutralization & Personal Meditation Device / Protection against 5G & EMF Radiation

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If you are interested in gifting yourself any of these amazing High Quality & Potent Tachyon items, and investing in EMF & 5G Radiation Protection for you and your family—I have a 10% Discount Code that can be used at Checkout: DIVINEGRACE

A special gift from me to you ♡

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I have to be honest, and say that the website aesthetics could definitely be more beautiful and refined for the Tachyon website in my own opinion, yet, what I can say is that they are all products of incredible quality, potency, and power. 

Since I ordered so many Tachyon 5G Protection items myself these last 6 months, for both myself and also my family in Canada I received a discount coupon for future orders that I can share with friends, which I am sharing with you today ("Divinegrace"). 

What I really love and appreciate about this company and the founder David Wagner, is that he is a heart centred human being that has merged evolutionary Quantum Science with Spirituality and Higher Consciousness. I really feel that Tachyon Technology is a gift to this world for healing, youthing, cellular regeneration, EMF Protection and strengthening our connection to Source and Divine Energy—which is our greatest protection in the world from energies that wish to shut us down from being fully sovereign in our vertical connection to the Divine Light, Source and God Essence. 

When I first received my Tachyonized ULTRA disk, I laid down and put it on my heart chakra. The first word that came to me to describe my experience of the Tachyon energy was "God Source Energy". Without telling my partner what I felt, I asked him to lay down and have the Tachyon disk on his body. After coming back to him 10 minutes later he used the exact same word to describe what he felt and experienced: "God Energy". I was amazed that we both felt the exact same thing.

It's because of my own experience, that I feel a genuine desire to share this with you today. May it enrich your life as it has for mine, and also serve you and your family as one of the strongest protections against 5G radiation and EMF exposure that we all need to seriously consider now that 5G is being implemented in the world...an energetic forcefield of Divine Energy.

I care about you, and your health and wellbeing in a 5G world. Please do let me know about your own experience with Tachyon Technology if you feel the calling to try it out yourself...I would love to hear your experience as I have shared with you today my own. It has really revolutionized my life—and also the lives of my friends and family. 

With Much Love and Blessings,
Nicole ❤️

A Message for Humanity—And All Souls of Love, Truth & Wisdom on Planet Earth

We knew before we incarnated on this earth that there would be challenging times in the process of humanity awakening and reclaiming their sovereignty from forces of unlight that seek to subjugate, enslave, and control the human race. The forces of unlight that rape Mother Earth and exploit her natural resources. This is not Human. 

We chose to come to this earth, in this pivotal time, to be part of the resuscitation of what it truly means to be a Noble, Empowered and Sovereign Human Being—rooted in unconditional goodness and to live in cooperation with all lifeforms planetary and interplanetary. 

For so long, Humanity has been sleeping—forgetful of their true power and original source. Universal Intelligence and source energy, that is available to All, yet many have forgotten their birthright to live and be sovereign beings within the Universe. 

We as humans today in 2020, must remember the Greater Purpose that we came to this earth—each of us with individual paths and missions—to support the abolition of tyranny, fear, control, manipulation, negativity and sickening darkness that creeps into one’s soul with the terror of fear and sucks the life force from our bodies….

We each have the right to live on this earth free of tyranny—and to act as mature responsible leaders—which we are—galactic ambassadors of light and universal intelligence and wisdom. Being activated within the collective field of humanity Now.

What is needed now more than ever, is the fire of truth that burns the sickening clouds and veils of darkness from our minds and hearts!

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WE WILL NOT BE SUBJUGATED INTO FEAR.
WE WILL NOT BE LIED TO ANY LONGER!
WE WILL NOT TAKE ALLEGIANCE TO THAT WHICH IS UNTRUE.
WE WILL NOT BE PLAYED WITH AND MANIPULATED ANY LONGER.
AS A SPECIES, WE CHOOSE TO STAND TOGETHER UNIFIED. 

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We as the council of Light on this Earth, the Elders of Wisdom and Truth, will reinstate the precious codes and Remembrance of the Era of Divine Human Flourishing.

We will hold strong like Oak Trees, and unfalteringly stay Rooted in the Greater Knowing and Trust of what needs to happen now. There is a Divine Plan being enacted. 

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UNIVERSAL LOVE WILL PREVAIL. 
WE KNOW OURSELVES AS LOVE, TRUTH, GOODNESS.
WE ARE MILLIONS ON THIS EARTH—WE ARE BROTHERS AND SISTERS OF LIGHT COMING FROM FAR CORNERS OF THE GALAXY, AND HAVING SUPPORT FROM OTHER EVOLVED AND ADVANCED SPECIES AND CIVILIZATIONS THAT SUPPORT HUMANITY WITH THE UNBINDING OF DESTRUCTIVE FORCES THAT NO LONGER HAVE THE RIGHT TO CONTROL HUMANITY ANY LONGER. THEIR TIME OF DOMINION IS DONE!

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We are not alone in this battle of light vs. unlight. 

There are so many good things happening in the background at this time, that is not being premiered to Humanity.

Allow the Fire in your Heart to Burn out the insidious fear programming that is being broadcast to us everyday. A massive collective hypnotism. Propaganda in its truest form, that is infiltrating the minds of humans around the world—crimes against Humanity. 

This is the most disgusting, revolting and sickening part of dark tyranny—pretending to be light, and pretending to have humans best interest in mind. Telling us that their imposed laws and orders are for “our benefit” when nothing could be further from the living truth. 

We reclaim our sovereignty, and will not be encaged by any law or rule that is not upheld by virtues of goodness, justice and freedom of choice. Our basic human rights and civil liberties must be preserved at all cost!

Allow the Fire in your Heart to Burn the distortions, matrix of negativity and implanting of enslavement—and keep this fire burning resolutely in your innermost being. This is the medicine that is needed! The Fire of Love that scorches and burns untruth back into the purity of Divine Light.

We are the Bringers of the New Earth—We are Intergalactic Ambassadors—Truth Tellers—Wisdom Keepers—Warriors of Light—The Ancient Ones—The Ones that See Beneath the Veil of Delusion—and The Planetary Council of Light. Guardians of the Future. 

We have the power and authority to create change—simply by being the Change. Because WE ARE THE CHANGE. By refusing to be programmed and lied to any longer, we take a stand for Humanity. 

Our power is not from individuality, but from Collective Unification and Standing Together for Freedom for All.

The Future of the Earth—and the Golden Age that has been prophesied for many years—is Near. This is the last battle of the Unlight vs the Light. 

The future lives within each of us, and since we are circumscribed all around the earth we hold the the heart of the future within the glory of our souls.

The torch is lit. Our eyes are open. The way will be made, and in this millennium the Forces of Light and Goodness will prevail—and the true nobility and dignity of Humanity will be restored for the Flourishing of All souls on this earth. The Children are here. They are the Avatars of the Future. 

Our generation is the generation of Freedom, Sovereignty, Divine Power and Collective Resistance against Malevolent dictations. 

We unite in knowing what is true to the roots of our bones—and stand firmly in unyielding clarity. 

Clarity is power. Clarity is light. Clarity is truth. 

Mother Earth is ready to break lose—and she will not be dominated any more—and we as Stewards of the Earth and Children of the Universe stand with her in our Divine Sovereignty, Power, and Council of Leadership and Light for the New Era and Renaissance of Humanity.

And so it is 🙏🏻

...I invite you to share this writing with others if this message resonates with the truth in your heart, as a message for All of Humanity in this critical time. 

Love, Nicole ❤️

The Yearning for Darkness—a Journey of soul Descent, Falling Down, and the Rich Fertility of Embracing the Underworld for Cultural & Global Regeneration

“I had always imagined God to be in the same general direction as everything else that I valued: up. I had failed to appreciate the meaning of the description of God as the “ground of being.” I had to be forced underground before I could understand that the way to God is not up but down.” — Parker Palmer, Let Your Life Speak

Part One:

I’ve realized that there are two threads of living, the vertical and horizontal plane. Most of us spend the majority of our life in the light of living—creating, doing, working, moving, growing, achieving, going, accomplishing and being in the movement of “becoming”. It’s a horizontal plane of movement of linear reality, that our mainstream society and world supports and promotes as the norm. To constantly be doing something, moving forward, progressing—the yearning for expansion and progressive development.

Many institutions and companies are obsessed with growth in the form of profit at the expense of all other reservoirs. Economies focus on growth, universities focus on growing in rank and research achievements, and the world at large is running on the hamster wheel of continuous “more”, which has become the common invisible disease that permeates the human psyche, just as much as the institutions we see visibly in the world.

Sometimes after actualizing so much in our personal life, and growing tremendously on this horizontal plane of linear reality—we start to feel that our surface way of living and being visible in the world has reached its full fruition and flowering, and there is a whisper or a calling to retreat back to the roots and trunk of our innermost being. To descend from the light of living outwardly in the world, down into the fertile richness and dark womb of our soul.

At these points in our life, we are being summoned by the Universal Divine Intelligence of existence, to take an evolutionary step not only in our individual development and evolution, but also to contribute to the evolutionary impulse of creation and the modern world.

Most ignore this calling, and cling to their surface life—because to let go of what you created yourself to be, and to let go of doing, going, working, and achieving is the death of the self. To consciously pause and stop with intention, takes tremendous presence, self awareness and will power. To let go and relinquish everything that once had meaning for you, and where you derived your sense of identity and personhood. When you relinquish it all, what is left? If you stop working and continuously advancing, what remains in the emptiness and space that is created—the space that is always present yet is hidden in the background with our constant busyness?

There is no regeneration happening on the earth—simply because we as a species have forgotten the wisdom of living in cyclical alignment with the forces of nature. To honour the forces of nature within ourself, and for our modern day living and being to be in attunement with creation and nature herself.

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We live in a fragmented world of old, archaic systems that no longer match the living vibration of now. We as a species are stuck in the past, chained to history, and perpetually recreating the old—and denying the future evolutionary calling of what wishes to be created, and implemented in this new era…

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Unless we are willing to let go of what has been created and solidified, there will be no cultural innovation, change, and transformation.

Perhaps this is also one of the blessings and gifts of the current world wide quarantine stemming from the corona virus pandemic. It forces us all to stop, pause, break the chain of continuous movement of the trajectory we have been on (both personally and collectively) and to create a collective moment of stillness, stopping and pausing on the earth to really listen within and feel what is happening with ourselves and on this magnificent earth we inhabit. 

Part Two:

What is our part in this?

For myself, these last 5 years of my path have been a strong movement and explosion of creating, sharing, doing, accomplishing, birthing and maximizing the fullest expression of my soul’s dharma. This included a successful heart and soul aligned global business, earning my Master’s degree in Transpersonal Psychology, offering many Mentorship Programs for heart and soul aligned women leaders, retreats, sold out workshops around the world, and writing and publishing my first book. In addition, during this time I lived in North America, Europe and Asia while travelling to 70+ countries. I did all this before the age of 30!

This chapter of my life was filled with colours, intensity, impact, contribution, movement and an overall current of tremendous self actualization unified in service.

It was akin to being on a super accelerated fast speed train of living, creating, growing, becoming and extending myself thoroughly on this horizontal linear plane of reality. After 5 years of following this groove and movement of life in this horizontal expression, there was no doubt that I reached the fullest expression and potential of the self that I created myself to be for this period of my life. Not only did I reach the fullest flowering, actualization and expression of this self—but I maximized it to the fullest potential, and squeezed every ounce of juice from this fullness, ripeness and total flowering of my soul’s expression in the world. The fullness within was translated and actualized outwardly in what I created visibly in the world and what I achieved on the manifest level.  

Like a flower in full bloom, I stayed open blooming in this time of expansion and growth, shining and emitting this sparkling fragrance of full self expression and soul expansion, completely open to the world. Yet after these last 5 years of blooming open fully, I started to feel that it was now time to wither, drop my petals (aka the solidified self identity and expression that was crystallized), and return to the roots and depth of my being, the formless essence of creation, the nourishing darkness and the great emptiness and void in which All Life is sparked from. 

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This is where flowers are different than humans, in the sense that we as humans can resist, avoid and fight the natural movement and intelligence of life. We can choose to ignore this calling to disintegrate, in order to rebirth and innovate an update both personally and collectively.

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Many times we choose to hold on and cling to what we have become, what we have created and who we think ourselves to be—because that is what is safe to the human ego. We then enter stagnancy, decay and denial.

Even on my own path, I saw the self in me that wanted to hold on to who I had become and what I had established in the world. After all, that would be the most comfortable thing to do. The process of disintegration, death, and dying is not a visibly beautiful process and can be messy, ugly, and unrelenting. I witnessed the self in me that didn’t want to die, that wanted to continue to bloom fully for eternity. The self in me that didn’t want to rest, stop, pause and dissolve—the personal will in each of us—that goes against life, and tries to impose its personal will over the expense of surrendering and melting together with the Higher Divine Will and Greater Intelligence of life. 

Slowly over time, the knowing and wisdom of the deeper intelligence that had already taken root within me, started to take hold of my full being, and guide me to retreat from the world, and surrender my self on the alter of God—and at the gate of the underworld of soul descent and vertical deepening.

The summoning and calling to fall down, descend and enter the rich loom of darkness was the strongest gravitational pull in my life this last year since releasing my book into the world in the spring of 2019. Like a magnet, and force of gravity, she had me, and pulled me into the primordial cave of creation. The cosmic womb of nothingness, emptiness and space. The personal will within me, bowed down to the transpersonal will of life and that of my inner being, and knew that this force perceived sometimes as beyond ‘myself’ was indeed myself calling my “self” Home. 

Part Three:

Being at the gate of descent, I started to feel the need to withdraw from my surface world living, which meant taking extended periods of time off social media. Publishing and releasing my book was the last offering to be shared into the world before surrendering to the gates of descent fully. My book was the culmination of my journey the last 5 years with all the fruits of wisdom, truth and sacred jewels of awakening that are revealed and held in Soul on Fire: Divine Reminder’s on the Path of Awakening.

It was the last outward extension of my soul—a sacred Gift Book for strengthening the connection to our Higher Self’s Wisdom and is an Energetic Soul Activation Transmission. I released the book into the world before my 30th Birthday and then entered the gates of descent fully while in Japan.

It was upon releasing my book, which had taken me a period of 2+ years to birth and compile, an exquisite piece of art, that the process of disintegration was then activated from within. I knew it was time to die, after this tremendous birthing and milestone that signified a culmination of the 5 year path I had been on that led up to the book launch. The disintegration process is not for the faint of heart: it is often difficult and painful to have to die to the old in order to give space for a new future configuration.

It was in Japan, that the gravity of psycho-spiritual decent took the strongest hold on me—and I knew there was no escaping what was now in store. When we reach a threshold on our path, we are already deeply taken by the gravity of the calling—that we know there is no turning back. Being in a threshold, marks a turning point of no return on our path.

The message that was continuously communicated to me during this time was the importance of connecting to the ground of my being and the ground of being. After the last few years being focused on soul embodiment and soul awakening, it was now time to connect to the essence beyond the soul—the very source of our being. Where does the soul come from? What created the soul? This is where I was being summoned to go…and melt back into…to die back into Infinity and Origin of Source. 

There’s one moment on my trip in Japan last year, that stands out. My partner and I had arrived in Kyoto—checked into our hotel, and as I sat on the couch in our room, I was flooded with the deep unrestrained knowing that I needed to fall down vertically. There was no point in leaving my hotel room and exploring the city of Kyoto. I had spent so much time the last years, travelling—going—doing—moving forward; and now I was being forced to stop and pause, to sink down into pure beingness. To go anywhere, or do anything felt pointless and absolutely obsolete; when the calling to descend was grabbing me by my feet and pulling me under…

2 months later after being in Japan, I chose to travel to the northern Highland Region of Scotland, and spent 3 weeks by myself in solitude in a cozy cedar cabin of my dear friend who was working offshore at the time.

These 3 weeks were committed to solitude, meditation and silence to nurture and nourish the ground of my being. I sat in silence everyday, and also connected deeply to the spirit of the land of Scotland—that of the ancient Cailleach. What I really love and appreciate about Scotland is the rawness of nature, and how strong one can connect to the feminine spirit of the land. The spirit of the land is very much alive and tangible! The land of Scotland is imbued with ancient myths, magic and mystical vitality.

At the end of my personal meditation retreat in Scotland, I was siting next to a river and later went back to the cedar cabin to meditate and the Egyptian God Anubis appeared in my inner vision—God of the Underworld. I knew it was no coincidence that already having felt the gravitational pull to descend downwards a few months prior would now lead me to connect with the gatekeeper of the Underworld journey…

“An underworld guide knows, personal maturation, especially in the cocoon, often begins with a dying (a “positive disintegration”), always a necessity before the rebirth of Soul Initiation. Likewise, the 21st century Masters know that the transformation of culture, which they are charged to oversee, requires something like a collective descent into our inescapable grief and despair over the real possibility of our self-inflicted extinction, a descent that empowers our will to act and our capacity to respond imaginatively and effectively. The Great Turning is our cultural rite of passage, perhaps the Soul Initiation of the human species. The Masters of our time must assume the role of underworld guides for the human collective.” - Bill Plotkin, Nature and the Human Soul: Cultivating Wholeness in a Fragmented World

After Scotland, I returned to Germany where we found a new home near the alps in Southern Germany—a space which would be our year long retreat and deepening nest and cocoon. My next article in the future, will be a continuation of this article and part two of this time of soul descent and being held in a cocoon of inner deepening and maturation.

During this time of global pausing and stopping—many of you are currently being guided by life to also go within and have extra spaciousness to examine and self reflect. Valuing this period of time where the world at large takes a pause and connecting to the silent pulse of knowing deep within. The world is long over due and deeply in need of a collective descent that can bring our civilization through a Great Turning point of collective renewal and cultural transformation. This time that we are currently in is vital for the restoration of our species and Mother Earth.

It’s time that we stop fighting, lay down our hands and surrender to the Great Turning that is upon us…

I leave you with some questions of contemplation and inquiry to support your path and soul’s deepening:

What within you is ready to die? What role, identity, work, or expression is done and complete?

Where are you not being fully honest with yourself? If you dare to be fully truthful…where are you out of integrity in your life?

In what ways do you fill your time and stay busy, just to avoid feeling absolute spaciousness and emptiness?

It’s obvious in the world that a cultural regeneration is needed at this time—yet, what kind of personal regeneration is needed in your own life? Is an evolutionary calling for an update wishing to be allowed to run its course within yourself? 

What does deepening in God and the verticality of being intimately mean to you? What does this touch in you?

Are you due for a journey to the underworld? Does your surface way of living feel devoid of a deeper meaning and pulsation of aliveness?

With a deep tenderness in my heart and much love and respect for each of you on your individual paths…and for those who have the courage to follow the invitation of the sacred soul descent—it’s the medicine that this world needs at this time. Thank you for being planetary stewards and Elders of birthing a New Earth. We are kindling innovation, planting seeds of consciousness, daring to strip ourselves naked and enter the gates of the underworld in order to reinstate ecological wholeness both within ourselves and the planet at large.

If this article and soul sharing has resonated and touched you, please be free to share it with friends and family—to be a source of support and inspiration on their path at this time.

With Love, Nicole ❤️

The Launch of My New YouTube Channel

I’ve created a new Youtube Channel, that contains 90+ video’s and transmissions from the last 7 years living and travelling around the world. This collection of video’s encompass a variety of life topics including living from the heart, embodying the soul, feminine wisdom, soul leadership, divine consciousness, natural wholistic living, feminine power, embodying love as our true nature, interviews with new earth children, invocations for awakening our power and ancient essence and soul inspiration for the path of living our truth in the world.

It is my intention that these VLOG’s, soul sharing’s and transmissions inspire, nourish, ignite and awaken the unlimited potential within us all to live beyond the mundane, and truly create our lives as masterpieces of art, illumination, freedom, love and beauty. If you appreciate the essence of this content, thank you for taking the time to Subscribe to my Channel. I appreciate your support! I will be sharing more video’s through this platform throughout 2020. ❤️