After 2 months of experiencing the depths of pain, sorrow and hell that came along with the disturbing experience in Canada of my family member, I have been left completely cracked open to life and it's many facets.
I feel sickened by the state of the world as it is right now.
I see what a barbaric world we are living in, and just how much of the dark ages we are still in. I almost can't believe what is currently happening to humans within the institutions that are in place.
Everyday crimes against humanity are taking place - because we have lost our humanity and what it really means to be human. And it's been like this for too long - which is why a change is needed now more then ever.
This is why many of us are currently here on this Earth, at this pivotal time, to implement changes and foster a new world in which we are proud to live in.
After going through the shocking experience I have already wrote about on June 27th (if you haven't read it, scroll down on my timeline) so many other things have happened since this intimate and raw sharing.
Things got even worse, and everyday for these past 2 months that I was visiting the Mental Health unit of this hospital I left with tears in my eyes, and cried.
I've felt powerless, and helpless at the hands of these deeply rooted and solid institiutions of power and authority, that are operating in the model of 'power over'. These institutions were built for the purpose of making humans feel powerless actually.
It is beyond disgusting what is taking place within the walls of these public institutions everyday (ie schools, hospitals etc), and who created these institutions that are devoid of true humanistic qualities?
▷ Why do we live in a world lacking humanistic values, if we are all human?
▷ When did we loose our humanity?
▷ When did we become robotic and like machines?
▷ How is it possible that we have strayed so far from the dignity, nobility and pride of being a true human?
We are living in a world of programming, of programmed people, living and doing what society has taught them to do.
Many people don't even question themselves and what I observed specifically while in the hospital was that the majority of nurses, doctors and hospital management are simply cogs in the machine - doing a function, for the sake of receiving money, in order to live and survive.
They are not doing their true authentic livelihood. Many have no idea what their soul purpose is, and are completely disconnected.
As someone that supports and whose work is to help people reconnect to their true soul purpose and authentic calling, it made me sad to see how so many 'do' things everyday that are not at all rooted in their authentic being and soul. It's painful to witness this. A severe disconnection and numbness is pervading the planet.
Mature authentic livelihood, and true soul work is largely absent in this world, and is the medicine of our times...
Many are simply functioning like machines, hence, the complete devoid and lack of human qualities such as: compassion, love, courage, empathy, caring, receptivity, sensitivity, gentleness, intuition, and heart centred wisdom.
Many associate these qualities of the heart with the Divine Feminine, and this has been my Divine Mission and Calling the past 4 years. This was my sacred purpose that Life bestowed and summoned me to invoke and activate within women, and the world.
Hence, hundreds of workshops, circles, retreats and classes around the world I did like a blazing fire - with hundreds of women around the world that reclaimed a greater wholeness within themselves through this work.
This was also why my signature online global 3 month "Divine Feminine Soul Leadership Program" I do with women around the world is so powerful and life changing, and I feel the next round of this program in the fall is going to be the most powerful yet, after everything I have experienced in these months of embodied soul leadership, self mastery and sacred activism rooted in the heart of the Power of the Feminine.
I see now the necessity for the Divine Feminine qualities to be lived, embodied and reenacted within the world now more then ever (within men and women), especially after these 2 months of dropping into hell and the current systems in place.
Embodying 'feminine' qualities of the heart is not some wishy washy new age fade of being a Goddess.
It's simply a very practical and relevant aspect of being human, that has been completely forgotten by the majority of humanity for quite some time. Without the integration of the feminine within our systems, we are mechanical, cold, heartless, and weak people - that do not know the true source of our power - which comes from the heart!
As long as humanity has forgotten the qualities of the Divine Feminine and the heart, they will remain weak - by merely believing and thinking (imprisoned in the mind), while completely being cut off from their true source of power - which originates in the heart.
When humans reconnect to the heart and the 'feminine' qualities of life, they can no longer be controlled and programmed as robotic zombies playing the roles of cogs in the machine of society.
That is why it is so dangerous and powerful at the same time for us all to reconnect to our hearts, and remember the basic remembrance of what it truly means to be a human being on this Earth. To live with courage, dignity, honor and love.
To reclaim our humanity, and refuse to live as less then what we were born to be. True humans are awake in the heart - we are not machines - we are powerful human beings that are sourced from the indestructible nature and powerhouse of the heart.
True humans are wholesome beings within a fragmented world; all spectrums of our body, mind, heart and soul intact and awakened. Much less rare, then common - and so deeply needed.
...these are some of the questions, contemplation and stirrings of my soul today that I felt inspired to share with you all. If this post has resonated with you, I invite you to share, and to remind others of the power of our true humanity - and the real purpose of the Divine Feminine on this Earth.